A Bitch Whose Only Love Is Llamas

Wednesday, 15 February 2017

I've been offered a place for OT at Canterbury

This is completely the wrong time yet it is almost seems like the perfect time.

To get this amazing news after the worst few days makes me feel like it is wrong to celebrate. And it is. Everything is so bloody wrong.

I just want to fix it. But I can't. And I feel so helpless. And most of all guilty. So fucking guilty.

However, all though I can't fix this, I've been given the chance to fix others. Help people like I have been helped by so many amazing people.

The world feels so wrong right now but I'm so bloody grateful that I've been given the chance to make some things right.

I'm definitely gonna be needing a drink on Friday!

To the moon and back,

Gem Xxxxx

Friday, 27 January 2017

Drama Llama!

Seriously, what a day this has been!

Was at Canterbury Uni for the OT info session for possible future students this morning. I checked my phone and I had an email from Canterbury Uni saying they've read my application and are offering me an interview!

Ahhhh! That's the one I really wanted! I'm so excited but also shit scared!!

It's on the 9th February!

The excitement does not end there...

After walking through the door with a big grin on my face, I was greeted by a rather flowery envelope! My day just got even better; I do love a good pub lunch! 😀

To the moon and back xxx

Monday, 16 January 2017

Always Wild :)

Friday, 13 January 2017

I'm so sick of this same old shit.

Sunday, 1 January 2017

Happy New Year!

I hope you was also drunkenly singing along to Robbie last night!

Thursday, 8 December 2016

Xxx

Friday, 2 December 2016

My Uni Application Is Done!

Hallelujah!

After spending what seems like forever on my personal statement, I have finally finished. As painful as it was, I'm really hoping it was worth it.

I've applied to Brunel, Northampton, Bournemouth too but seriously hoping I get an interview for Canterbury. Fingers crossed!

Scary times ahead!

If your having a bad day then here's a photo of the note my grandma left me after taking Gav out this morning. Haha! (The bit underneath my mum's message)

Tuesday, 15 November 2016

❤️❤️❤️

The whole album is so beautiful! I love 2 and 5 especially. Also number 8. Why haven't I listened to the whole album before now!? Thank you so so much.

It's not goodbye, just a different way of being.

To the moon and back xxx

Friday, 4 November 2016

Applying to study occupational therapy!

Oh god. Oh god.

Can't quite believe I'm finally in my last year of college. By June I'll have got both my Maths and English GCSE's and Extended Level 3 in Health and Social Care. I'll have finally caught up after all this time! Yippee!!

Let's just say college has been an interesting place, however, I'm looking forward to getting the hell out of there!

For the past three years I've been chopping and changing my mind about what on earth I wanted to do with my life. I pretty much worked my way through every career option possible. First it was a nurse, then a llama farmer (I'll keep that dream for when I retire!), then a physiotherapist, a fitness instructor, a psychologist, having a gap year traveling, a paramedic, a doctor and now finally an occupational therapist. Everyone else seemed to know what they were doing except me.

Mum and George have always said that I'd end up doing whatever the flavour of the month was when I actually had to apply for uni. I guess they were pretty accurate.

Although, in saying that, I kind of feel that occupational therapy is the thing most suited to me and what I'd enjoy the most- except llama farmer of course! ;) After all that time spent refusing groups and disliking OT's, I actually want to be one. Who'd have thought it!

The thought of uni is bloody terrifying though! There aren't that many places near home that have the course so I'm looking at Canterbury (where George is doing mental health nursing), Bournemouth, Northampton and St George's.

I'm currently procrastinating by writing this post with my half written first attempt at a personal statement open on the tab next to this one. Starting as I mean to go on!

Although I'm applying for next September, I'm still considering having a gap year before uni and deferring my place till 2018 - that is, if I even get in! I've signed up for Camp America next summer which is also terrifying, so if I enjoy that I'll probably continuing traveling and do the whole university thing the year after.

It's a scary time but an exciting time too. 'I didn't come this far to only come this far' as Pinterest says.

Things are a-changing!

Anyway, this statement isn't gonna write itself!

I hope your ok. And that your happy. And life is good. And that you aren't taking shit from anyone!

I'll still be heading to the beach on our day.

To the moon and back,

Gem xxxx